so basically

i feel like ive gotten in trouble for something when in reality im not the one in trouble. i still feel like somehow this is my fault and i brought it upon us but whatever. im sorry that shes just a close minded, pushy, ignorant control freak and at the same time im sorry that you just take it. i honestly hate feeling like im being punished for something i did. i just feel guilty and we all know how thats gonna end for me. i wish she would just let go, i wish she could face reality, i wish she would let you be your own person. i guess im kind of selfish but it wouldnt be so bad if she wasnt fucking with my life too. last time i checked she not my mother nor at this point do i want her to be…

@2 years ago